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I have decided to stop posting on my tumblr because my private thoughts aren’t private anymore. Thank you so much. This was my last place that I could vent without being judged. Apparently nowhere is safe
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Yes I do like my life :) Lately it’s been pretty good. I decided I really want to be healthier in addition to exercising and being active which I already do, so I started eating healthy and I lost eight pounds in like a month haha! :) It feels nice being able to take off my shirt and run in a sports bra if I felt like it (which I don’t usually like doing unless I run by myself) without feeling self conscious. I’m almost down to a 20 BMI which is the lowest BMI before becoming underweight. Some people think I’m weird or automatically assume that I have an eating disorder because I decided to do this, but I feel so much better about myself and I feel a lot healthier. I also allow myself to eat foods I really enjoy, like vanilla bean ice cream and reese’s chocolate, except in moderation. So ya :) haha that’s been going well. I also have a ton of good friends and an amazing boyfriend, and I’m doing okay in sports. In softball I’ve been in a batting schlump (haha) lately and haven’t been doing well but last game I started doing well again. As for school, I guess the same as always. So things have been pretty good.
